- prozac and telling uni about my depression
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dottybee
- May 16th, 11:32
I've just been prescribed with prozac but I'm in two minds as to whether to take it or not. My boyfriend is adamantly against me going on anti-depressants as he feels it will make me worse. I've been researching on the net and I'm more confused than ever. I'm worried about the side-effects, about becoming hooked, about it turning me into a zombie. I just wanted to know if anyone has taken it and what their experience of it is?
My next problem is telling uni about my depression. I'm in my first year of university, I've been struggling throughout the year to hand in coursework on time and my attendance has been less than steller but I always thought I would pull it together in time for exams, ace them and all would be well. Obviously that hasn't been the case. Trying to motivate myself to revise has been a huge challenge. I had my first exam on Monday and completely messed it up. It's like my brain just stopped functioning. I couldn't express myself at all and it was just a big disaster.
I had an exam this morning but I just couldn't do it so instead of going I finally decided to go and see a doctor which is when I was diagnosed with depression and prescribed prozac. My doctor is going to write a letter to back up an extenuating circumstances claim for me but how do I explain to my university why I didn't seek help before? I don't even know why myself. It seems pretty convenient being diagnosed with depression on the day of an exam doesn't it? My only answer to that question is that I just always thought I would snap out of it. Even after going to the doctor I'm still not fully convinced I need medication cos I always assumed that with depression you feel miserable all the time and I don't. I've booked an appointment to see a counsellor on friday so I can start sorting through my issues but I just don't know how to go about telling my tutor about my problems. I'm worried they'll just think it's an excuse and kick me out.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated.